Wearied

IM REALLY

WEARIED

&

TIRED

THAT IT xD

Desolated weekend...

(T.T) --> My emotion for this weekend...

Lonely-- Everyone is going out for a camp gathering for this weekend..

Boring-- There nothing i can do or play alone..

Hunger-- That i wanted to join the camp with them immediately..

Desire-- Wishing someone that can bring me to the camp..

Regret-- That i refused to register myself for the camp..

DESPERATE-- I REALLY CANT DO ANYTHING NOW AND DEJECTED

HOPELESS - FORLORN - MISERABLE - WRETCHED - PATHETIC - DREARY

(T.T) -- During writing this article...

Missing You

It Already almost a day we not contacting each other...
No doubt im freaking missing you, but since if i call you gonna sacrifice your time to me...
Therefore i tell myself, you busying, you working, and you tired and these reason can stop myself to think of you..

I not cry and no hard feeling.. totally changing to another person... this person definitely not gonna trouble you..

Over Tiiired...

Im too too tired ler today..

• Thinking a way to settle my own complicated relationship..
• Meantime dealing with my customers and my suppliers regarding for my support work...
• Some more need to report every single support to my supervisor, due to this is high priority and emergency support and he was doing nothing ...
• Discuss with my manager regarding the new office structure...
• And searching for branded cat5e cable for new office cabling work...

All these thing happening and i work in the same time..
7pm only i left office, Im really sick and my brain going burst soonest..

IM DONE EVERYTHING AND IM GOING TO REST NOW......

Complicated..

Is too complicated on me now..

I don't know what to do, and don't know what should be done..

Everything i done it seem is not correct and very wrong..

I don't know how to continue further more..

I'm really too tired.. and also hopeless..

Tried everything but it not works..

I'm lost.. I'm sacrificed.. I'm gave up.. and i screw up everything...

This made me so EMPTY and LOST..

Finally today got rain in the afternoon...

Currently the weather is really heat average temperature was 35 Celsius every afternoon. And THANK GOD finally today rained and the rain successful reduced the heat..

During this high temperature season, my own temper increasing as well. Don't know why myself also getting temper easily and impulse and these caused my mentally changed and not able to figure thing properly..

I heard of these season will last until September...