Escape...

Have been thought for few days already..

Either I continue study (Tourism course) at KL but make my parent sad and they wont support me due to changing field (but at least that i can still contact HIM)..

OR

I apply passport and go Singapore look for a job, haven't tell my parent yet but they will not be that angry as i change field (I'm not gonna to see or contact HIM anymore after I left)..

So I'm confusing 1st choice was my dream (to become a tour guide) but I need supportive..

Second choice are hashes but at least will make me forget HIM..

BLURS.....